WN: ]|[ Azriel Amatheia ]|[
Nickname: | Azri | Azzi | Theia |
Personality Glimpse: Moody, cheerful, stubborn, lucid & arcane
Age: 18 years old
Birthdate: March 11,1990
Country: PHILIPPINES
Likes: Friends, animé, Sports, Nap time, Cellphone, Music, Sweets.
Dislikes: Fiends, babypink!, folk songs?
Hobbies: Roleplaying OL, playing badminton, singing out loud, hanging out with friends, watching DVD's, writing fictions,
Color Preferences: Black, blue, crimson, darkgreen, silver
Type of Music: PopRock, Rock, Mellow, Alternative, EmoPunk
Fave Band(s): Arashi, My Chemical Romance, Evanescence, OPM bands, Larc~en~ciel, Asian KungFu Gen, New Found Glory, The Early November, Boys Like Girls,
Fave Singer(s): Suara, Utada Hikaru, Nanase Aikawa, (more)
Fave Book(s): DaVinci Code, Paulo Coehlo Collections, Taming Sleeping Beauty, Priceless, Nora Robert's Collections, Angels & Demons, BobOng Collections
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WARNING. This may not be as good as other blogs are so don't expect too much. Some posts are random. This is not a blood-raising, high-falutic, ero, uncomprehendable ~which no one cannot imagine~ site! So if that is what your hoping this would be. Get out and make your own. Simple as that. Contents are mostly about my POV's. If some words are insulting for you, by all means I didn't do it on purpose. The hell I care. O.o
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A Midnight Thought
To be an Assassin is
what I desire from my hearts core
To be a Werewolf is just a dream I
crave once more
To slay is a job I would gladly accept
To take
revenge is what I truly meant
To keep a painful memory is to weave an
intricate web
But now I realized I've got to move on
From this day
forth...until the next eon
To give trust easily is to make a big
mistake...
To forgive one who has wronged you is a great risk to
take.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
10:42 at my clock. Amazing. And I still have the feeling of "tampo" over something SO little! haha As usual. I guess that's just the way I am...its just sad that even the people I consider closest and important to me doesn't accept me completely. :| <--(definitely a poker face smiley)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Quoted from another Stranger [2]
There are a myriad (infinite) number of people out there who will tell you that your guy or girl will love you if you have sex with them early in a relationship. BULLSHIT. All that happens to those kinds of relationships is is that they do it once or twice, get bored and leave each other then go into month long stupors about how depressed they are. BULLSHIT. Guys are depressed because they lost a girl that was easy, and girls are depressed that they lost someone that they thought loved them. (I would believe, given the current state of society.)
Early sex in relationships is shit and it won't build a lasting bond. There has to be actual, open interaction (That, again, society is warning against now a days.) that can lead to an actual bond between both people and eventually love. Then you can do it all you want, because you know that you truly want to and you know you don't need to strive for the genuine affection you already have.
Society is crap now these days in terms of giving out advice. All the crap it says is just nothing but a system to build barriers around yourself and to look good, but this prevents a relationship from forming and just more meaningless sex. Plus, this leads to the careless throwing around of the phrase "I Love You" which has lost most of its meaning because of how much those three words have been abused in the last few years.
If I have left out something important than let me know and I will add it, but let me restate myself: Sex does not equal Love, get over it.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Swear.
Every time tears fall down my eyes and you say sorry, I always believed you mean it. I always try to convince myself you mean it. But every actions you make contradicts your swears...
"I will never do it", you say, but there will always a time you would break it again and again.
And you'll just say "Sorry" like as if it never hurts me. Saying "Swear" like as if it was meant to be broken.
Honesty.
You said you want me to be honest. But every time I do tell you what I really feel, you come out mad, yelling at me, hating me, leaving me crying alone as you watch me with those cold dark eyes.
Cry.
You told me you hate it when you see me crying. But you always do things you know would hurt me. You hate it when I hide it, but it seems like you hate it more when I show it.
...
At times I hate to wonder when you say you love me, if that is true or all that are just plain words.
But I guess, every second of pain I receive, it just makes me numb, dumbfounded... accepting it like as if it belongs to me. Like as if it is really for me.
Because loving someone plainly means you become stupid.
I still do love you. Will always and forever will be.
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Why the hell in the first place!
Why would I care if it hurts me?
Why would I care if it makes me cry?
Why would I care about how I feel inside?
Why would I care anyway?
I love him. And whatever makes him happy... I should let it be.
I should be happy for him.
I should be.
I don't want to be selfish anymore...
Sunday, October 18, 2009
For any girls who falls truly in love
It is sometimes inevitable to love someone so much regardless of the fact that he never met any of your standards.
Furthermore, even though he hurts you over and over again. Lying to you constantly, you just find yourself forgiving him and still loving him deeper each and every day.
You would wonder, "Why do I love him?" "Why do I still forgive him again and again?"
Why? Why? Why? Questions piling up in your myriad mind and with no luck, you never get any answers.
Think. It seems so complicated and yet its only simple.
Isn't it a fact that every time you had set a date with him, and yet you're mad at him, you still find yourself excited to see his face?
Isn't it a fact that you seems so out of everything until he texts you or call you?
Isn't it a fact that you get all moody when you two are not in good terms?
If you see yourself sighing and agreeing to all of what I said.
It just means you are seriously falling stupidly in love with him. And that is not a bad thing.
Stupid just means your unselfishly giving your heart completely.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Happy Birthday my dear Sicarius!!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3
<3 I love you so much. <3
<3 <3 <3 <3
Thursday, June 25, 2009
For a moment you feel as if your holding the whole world
in your hand. No matter the problems, everything is right, because you
know in the end you'll be with the ones you love.
The stability
friends and family give to one's life is an indescribable force. As we
progress through this life we meet many people, each mean different
things to us. Sometimes, there is one who means more than can be
explained by words. Sadly, as long as they are present in your life,
you'll never truly know what it meant to have them by your side. And
once they leave, you'll never truly know again.
Does the pain
end? Does it leave you with a greater sense of purpose? Can you ever
look back and know that you're a better person for the pain that you've
endured?
They say family is the most important group of people
you'll ever have in your life. A family is not formed solely by blood
relations. Blood relations can hate each other. They can use each other
for their own ends. They can be spiteful. A family is is formed by
mutual feelings of closeness and the knowledge of who the other person
is. You may not always like them, but you're always available for them.
In the midst of strife, and arguments, can you continue to be available
for someone who's hurting those around you? Can you smile and pretend
everything is OK so one of your own can spend her last days in
happiness? Can you ever forgive yourself for the small un-truths that
must be told to keep the peace?
Friends are a resource we often
overlook. When the chips are down, they're there to support you, and
help you up. They can be so close as to be as a member of your family.
They can come to mean the world to you. Love forms between you and them.
What happens then when a friend becomes more? What happens when that
more becomes less? What happens when a friend, who both comes to mean
as much to you as family and becomes a loved one, betrays your trust?
As I look at the people in my life, all I see is my reflection in the
mirror. None of us are perfect. None of us has all the answers. We can
be thankful for the relationships, family, and friends that walk beside
us on the path of life. And when we come to the cross-roads, and go our
own ways, we shed a tear for happier times gone by. We continue down
our own path, with the feeling that something is missing.
I don't know if or when that feeling goes away. I don't know if we can get back what all is lost to us.
I see my great grandma facing her life with honor, making no excuse for
her mistakes, being proud of her achievements, and wishing the best for
her family. She's a Godly woman, and she will forever be a hero in my
eyes, a model for how to live life.
I see one of my best
friends facing his life with a gusto. He doesn't know yet where life
will take him. But he does the best he can with what he has. He accepts
responsibility for the actions that put him where he is in life. He has
a hope for the future, and a love for his friends. He will always be a
hero in my eyes, and a model for how to work through my problems.
I see one who meant more to me than anyone else facing her life with
the eyes of a child. New experiences face her everyday. She's growing,
surrounded by good friends, and a supporting family. She's made hard
choices about life, even though she doesn't fully know what she wants
yet. She is doing all she can to come out on top. She will always be a
hero in my eyes, and have a special place in my heart.
As life goes down its road, does the pain of loss ever go away?
Friday, February 20, 2009
Ingeniously, I have come across the vessel of time. I passed on to distant memories, held it tight and kept it.
The past is what makes me what I am today. I hardly surpassed those unbeatable times, but I never gave up and had won the fight. The strenght that I have is given by the people that surrounds my life. They walked together with me in my cycle of complicated eternity.
The present is what I am doing now. Exactly to the point that every move I make now, shapens the things that awaits me.
The future is something not foreseen. An idea is different from the reality that awaits. The output of what I made before, the compilation of dreams, goals, failures and achievements.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I know... I know very well how much important they are to me...
how I love them so much...
how I tried to care...
But I want to know...
am I important to them...
do they care...
does TUCK care for me too...
...
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